Ellen is dying

I'm incredibly bummed out. Tonight, I talked with Ellen's hospice care giver. She told me that Ellen is expected to live another 30 days. That's it. One month. Think about that. What would you do if you had only one month to live? How would you spend your days?

I'm still immortal. Some day, I'll realize that I'm not. How will I handle that?

Enough whining. I'm going to go outside, start a fire, and get really, really drunk.